inukitty25

I got up off my ass and bought something important ... a house. Why did i do it?  To prove that i'm no longer a fail... Yet there's no one to prove anything to... Theye've all deserted me, though i guess under circumstances of life we all have to find our own ways in life.... Wether it be running and hiding from things in life or brazenly facing your challenges head on heedless of the consequences..... Some things about me will never change - randomly saying things hoping to make people smile, just silently hugging someone when theyr'e sad... It's things like that that i think a relationship can thrive on, just knowing that someone cares a

first memories She was beautiful, too beautiful; A cold, defiled, alabaster goddess... namerange - Anna Banana: age 3-4? ... Shamed tears slid down the childs face as she tried not to gag on her dada's thick length. She loathed the daily lessons that her dada enforced on her and her cousin Dylan, the tan lady's cynical sneer, her probing hands - prodding her as if she was livestock, the looks she got. She felt inadequate and filthy, she was never going to become the son her dada wanted - always stuck with a twat and therefore vulnerable. namerange - shad / ladybug: age 4*1/2-5? "Shad commere!" the skinny child raced to the

what this new life brings the hope the pain the scream, i am sitting here a wasted dream ... some hopeless fucked up thing waiting for the church bells to ring for them to sing that melancholy song they sing i want it to live to have a dream...